#this is where 10 minutes gets me
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An Embarrassing Gift
The Love in Bloom bouquet. Goddamn it. Why the hell is she so damn weird? I choke down the flush itching to creep up my face; keep my eyes fixed resolutely forward as the sniggers and stares of my co-workers strike into back. I told her not to send flowers for my birthday, least of all to my workplace, but no-no-no my sister has to do everything her way.
#aspiring author#aspiring novelist#aspiring writer#orignal writing#writing#writing prompt#cringe but free#writers and poets#writers on tumblr#creative writing#women writers#very short stories#like#the shortest of them all#barely anything#if we're being honest#this is where 10 minutes gets me
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Jackie died. Jackie died and I'm devastated. I will never be the same person again
#I had to pause the game to bawl my eyes out#I WAS SO INVESTED IN HIM ARE YOU KIDDING ME#I think I get what you're trying to say to me game. is it worth it to put yourself in danger#and destroy yourself for a chance at a fame that you probably won't even get to enjoy#because you won't be there to see it?#is it worth it to break the hearts of the people you love in this pursuit? the people who'll grieve you?#I mean it's part of the first question that dex asks you when this whole thing starts and the last thing he says to you is also about that#about whether you wanna live a peaceful life or. go out like this#I get that. if that's what it's going for I get that. it gets the point across I'm not angry. but also#THAT WAS MY FRIEND#JACKIE MY FRIEND JACKIE 😭#WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE DIED OF BLOOD LOSS THIS IS BULLSHIT#I'm never getting over this#sleep.txt#cp2077#jackie welles#OK OK HOLD ON I have more to say. I wanna expand on that jdjfkdkf bc I have Thoughts. especially playing corpo v like#I think the whole thing hit me even harder as corpo bc you get to see a sort of parallel situation with your v#where you had all this renown and respect but it came at a great cost. so great it nearly killed you#and then you go through that again and now you're dying and your friend is dead#and it's all in the pursuit of fame and money#that scene in the car when they're heading for the hotel reminded me so much of that initial scene with v#when you get in your fancy car and sip your fancy champagne#and like 10 minutes later nearly get killed by people from arasaka#I think there might be a point to be made there. about jackie heading towards the same kind of life just with a different coat of paint#being seduced by the same things we were seduced by while accepting the cost without fully understanding it#and then when you're faced with it it's. well it's heartbreaking and life ending#self destruction in the pursuit of something that makes you wonder if it was even all that worth it to begin with#viktor vektor is probably the happiest person I've met so far and that's saying something#anyway rant over. ty for your time I'm gonna go cry over jackie in the corner excuse me
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FINALLY!! At long last, I've gotten my hands on a Pumpkin Kitty, after a whole year of wanting and waiting.
Her name is Latte! (Short for Miss Pumpkin Spice Latte) You can also call her Miss Spice!
#I spent 10 minutes picking her out omfg#not even exaggerating. I was deciding between this one and one of the last 3 unstuffed PKs#altogether there was only 5 of them left in the store including the 2 stuffed displays#the other one I was looking at had a nearly perfect pumpkin eye patch but less pumpkins overall#and their face wasn't as nice plus the ears were a bit wonky for my taste.#tho it was really hard to tell which would be better while they were unstuffed and flat#in the end I chose Latte because right away she looked to have a sweet face. her ears were nice and she had better patch placement#including a couple full patches on her tail#tbh if I'd had the money I might have bought both because the decision was hard#the bear builder actually asked if I was alright while I concentrated on studying each of those damn cats#I apologized and explained wtf was up with me. she was very understanding#I've always had this quirk where sometimes it'll take forever for me to pick between plushies I really want#especially if they're both the same exact plush. because then I gitta focus harder on finding out which has the better personality#you get what I mean?#anyways this has been a thing for me even as a real little kid#I remember spending and hour-hour and a half almost every time when my dad took me to choose my monthly webkinz#“my monthly webkinz” god that makes me sound so privileged. it was the nicest/best thing my dad could afford to get me because we were poor#he wanted to spoil me as all good fathers do but that was the most he could afford and I was always so grateful and still am! but I digress#anyways I took way too long to pick which kitty would become my Latte#but I'm glad I had the opportunity to choose yet alone to actually see pumpkin kitty irl available for purchase#what do you guys think of her?#stuffed animals#plushies#plushblr#build a bear#BAB#pumpkin kitty
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regained my 12 year old swag(read an entire new percy jackson book in one sitting)
#CHALICE OF THE GODS WAS SO GOOD#AUAUUGHHHUHGHHHGHHHSH#i was laughing out loud every few minutes for like 5 hours straight#this was a book of BITS#(spoilers in tags from here on out)#i keep thinking abt percy’s river rage tantrum and how he came out of it to annabeth saying ‘yeah he’s scary sometimes when he gets worked#up. do you want more tea?’#COMEDY#the entire bit with him hiding under the pastry cart. the thing about annabeth having a secret fanclub and percy’s not even phased.#THE HIMBO JUICE THING. RICK RIORDAN WHY ARE YOU TRYING TO TELL ME THERES A HOOTERS BUT FOR MEN AND SMOOTHIES#annabeth apparently specifically won’t bake clue cupcakes. and this is happening less than 2 years after the famous sixteenth birthday blue#cupcake that she and tyson made for him. the one that looked like a blue brick that they are with their hands.#<— not inconsistency. comedy.#percy’s whole thing with playing with the snakes with the rainbow as he’s fully prepared to be eaten😭😭😭😭😭he is SO unserious#the entire mt olympus scene where he keeps getting distracted from what he’s doing bc he can’t stop roasting zues in his head????#PERCY I LOVE YOU#ugh i forgot how much i adore percy pov.#pov of not knowing what’s going on ever. pov of being distracted every 10 seconds. he’s literally so real#i thought eudora was hilarious#the whole concept that percy has to do this at all. i think it’s so funny#ppl who are mad that the premise of the quests is stupid. like yeah. percy jackson has a stupid life.#when annabeth broke through his window at 4am to sit on his bed and talk about rocks and trees. everything#percy not knowing the names of anyone at his school or on his swim team#when the god showed up at his cafeteria and percy just ate his lasagna sandwich before talking to him😭😭😭😭that child is TIRED#i loved the light graffiti in the tunnel. when percy wrote their initials i SCREAMED#WHEN. WHEN HE ASCENDED AND TURNED INTO RAINBOW LIGHT WITH THE POWER OF WANTING TO TELL ANNABETH HE LOVED HER.#I DIED.#THE POWER OF LOVE ALWAYS SO STRONG‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#AUGH i am weak#pjo
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a gayboy saved my life tonight. thank you gayboy ❤️
#i was standing at this light pole for like 10 minutes collecting bugs and trying to get this one fucking bug that was like 1cm beyond my#reach and i was fighting for my life. like maybe i can partially climb this pole even though the bug is on the side where the ground slopes#down a bit making me even shorter AND im wearing fucking rain boots AND its a fucking. smooth pole with no base. girl WHAT do you think you#could climb.#anyways. he saw me and was like girl do you need help. bc i dont think you can climb that.#AND THEN I ASKED IF HE COULD CATCH THE BUG AND HE DID. THANK YOU SO FUCKING MUCH I WOULD DIE FOR YOU
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moodboard for this past week ❤️
#they should invent a grad school thats not fucking insane#i'm hanging in there but im the most unwell i've been in AWhile#this week was just horrible#there was already the freezer food incident but it also started off with a very severe pain episode thats putting me in constant woe#even mundane motion has been agonizing which is McAwesome bc we had a lab inspection which involved moving hundreds of pounds of equipment#during which we found a blackwidow and rats which we had to deal with and was a whole thing psychologically on top of the physical toll#the new class fiasco is still popping off and i had to respond to at this point over 400 emails in the fleeting moments outside of lab#AND A STUDENT TRIED TO FINANCIALLY BRIBE THEIR WAY INTO THE CLASS ? ?? ?? ?????#then the instructor wanted to use me as a guinea pig and i had to test new circuit boards but I wasnt given any time to do so properly#i had to test them plus get them operational and deal with my incoming students all in a frantic 10 minute window#im in charge of running our meetings too but the instructor was interrupting and having side conversations that made it really hard-#to train the other people on the new equipment in a smooth manner#which meant that a bunch of people had to keep me after to ask questions which made me late for my drs appointment#where i found out i cant get the new covid vaccine bc my heart and blood levels arnt stable enough#and joanns lost an expensive+critical fabric order of mine+i had to give a big presentation this week on my research that was stressful#and my inbox is still blowing up from being needed all over the place between teaching lab and classes and yall i am. so so tired.#im in so much pain and so stressed out#debating the ethics of turning into a pile of lint to escape my responsibilities and mortal frame
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Chapter 1 - Izuku Midoriya: Origin
#izuku midoriya#deku#bnha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#rushing over here to this post that's going up in like 10 minutes.#should i bump the amount of posts to 20 instead of 10?#the queue is halfway to max and i'm not even done putting the first volume in#i'm worried i'm going to VERY quickly get to the point where the queue can't keep up with me!#would really like some input on what you guys would prefer. leaving the queue at 10 or boosting it to 20?
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im gougn to fuckin g cry it looks like a 4th grader remade sputnik out of cardboard and garbage
#liz blogs#knight rider#knight rider spoilers#kr#go go gadget doohickey#they told the props department to shamble what the fuck ever together but they only had 45 minutes to do so#kitt. sweetie. buddy. you stupid fruit. you're getting jealous over a flying trash bin. you're getting jealous over a cardboard box kitt#this episode literally feels like a fucking fever dream one of the writers had and ran with as an actual script#and where the fuck was this room. how did kitt get in there. whos driving a car into a carpeted room#unfortunately any episode kitt laughs in gets an instant 10/10 for me but be known those points belong to kitt and not#the fucking Thingamajig. the Whatchamacallit.#''guys the show is already cancelled just write whatever bullshit you want'' energy
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fighting for my life in the waffle house bathroom send help
#help#food stuck in throat#i can still breathe but the tube that goes to my stomach is clogged eith chicken#HELP#I SAID HELP ME#IVE BEEN IN HERE FOR 10 MINUTES AND HAWKED UP TWO CHUNKS AND ITS STILL THERE???? WHERE TF IS DADDY CHUNK#GET HIM OUTTTTTT
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pls i need to provide updates
#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year#and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire#and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f#friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl#acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what#are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and#friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me!#LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after#everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to#invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me#i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother#and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids#so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo#any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷♀️#but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd#and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk#THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date#w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a#few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay#scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK#like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl#like is that even doable#but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much#.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us#god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x#but it would be soooo funny#I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed#popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x#i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like#its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe
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I killed dlc radahn but some fucking London rats are my biggest opposition. Atleast I have drip though
#so i started playing bloodborne#gotta get used to it#where are the god damn lanterns#i didnt find a single one between the beginning and the first boss#that 10 minute runback has me in hell#cool game though i wanna get better#bloodborne#elden ring
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sad bc im stuck home alone when my beloved husband has been out meeting our friends and i cant go bc i have to work/am sick/cant afford to catch a flu or smthn rn :((
its just not fair sometimes
#like if hes away for work i get it and im not sad#but if hes away for fun im like !! not only is he gone hes gone having fun without me !!!#and im not even jealous cuz i want him to have fun#i am just sad i couldnt come with him :((#it sucks to move to a new city where you dont have any friends and your husband works all day and youre home and see other ppl once a week#if ur not sick. and then he goes and visits ur old friends who u also love and u cant come#the isolation is killing me i need to find a guy i can pester within a 10 minute radius or Else#guy who has The Sads posting#he will by no means speak
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today's mood
#rottmnt leonardo#rottmnt future leo#lee's a massive idiot#not tagging properly bc i don't want to lol#this guy (me) got super motivated to draw only to lose interest within 10 minutes#some days just are like this and that's ok!#omfg you can tell i didn't get far WHERE ARE HIS WRINKLES LEE??? HUH /hj#pops got de-aged accidentally lmfao
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collapses to the ground like a deflated balloon
#my god#stage one is finally complete . . . . . . . .#if you can recall that poll i reblogged about passing out#that important contact i received was mr. seto of the vocaloid team#who messaged me asking about a collaboration and quite literally nearly caused me to pass out#i read the message preview on my phone#stood up#saw stars#and collapsed onto my bed and had to lay down for like. 10 minutes before my body would stop feeling distant and weak w#i similarly felt ready to pass out today when i sent a message to ask when the announcement tweet would be#and they tweeted it. immediately after w#no joke rice and i were scrambling behind the scenes to get our act together and figure out what we wanted to say KHGJGSJKFHGKJ#all the while screaming because yamaha said they'd be posting it on valentine's day and we thought they meant our timezone w#because the whole point of this collab was to get the zolas more well known in the english-speaking sphere w#EITHER WAY#i am. so so tired and now i need to pass out so i can get enough sleep before more internship tomorrow w#which is heating up because my seminar professor wants a detailed plan of my final project goals This Friday#but my mentor won't know anything about where to fit that in until Thursday at the earliest#and my supervisor just hounded me over email to coordinate with the two other people at my station and choose an activity to lead#but that requires. planning. that our mentors won't have until thursday........#perishing . . . . . .
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all i can think about is that i am going as L for halloween. I AM GOING AS L FOR HALLOWEEN EEE.
#🍂 arian's shit#l lawliet#death note#it'll be very shitty and low effort but still#all i will be wearing is a pair of skinny jeans (i don't even own them baggy) and a white long sleeved shirt which I can hopefully find#under 10 dollars from five below#the shirt I'll try to find in a size that's bigger than me#makeup also virtually nothing at all#probably some foundation for that paleness and eyeliner for the dark circles#my hair i will have to wear it long and kinda ruffle it up#long haired version of L that's it#NOTHING ELSEEE#i do hope people at school notice and draw attention to ittt#WHAT JF THERE WAS SOMEONE DRESSED UP AS LIGHTTT#SOCIAL ANXIETY BE DAMNED I WILL BE SHOUTING TO THEM LIKE#HAS THERE EVER BEEN A POINT WHERE YOUVE TOLD THE TRUTH???#please please please praying to God someone shows up dressed as light#even better if they would like us to act together and do light-L shenanigans all day LIKE IMAGINE AAAAAAA#i am getting ahead of myself. my outfit is going to be so shitty literally nobody will be able to tell if I am even in costume or not#BUT STILL. DRESSING UP IS GOING TO BE FUNNN#mutuals if they dm me can get photos after the day is done :DD#AAA WHY CAN'T HALLOWEEN COME QUICKERRR#something about death and a notebook. or whatever. she dies of diarrhea in three minutes.
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lowkey glad stede and ed got interrupted before they could dance coz i literally wouldn't have been able to watch that. like i would've just died
#LKE DUDE IT UNIRONICALLY TOOK ME LIKE. 10 MINUTES TO UNPAUSE GOMENS WHEN I#REALISED THEY WERE ABT TO DANCE AND IT WAS ONLY ONLY 10 COZ I WAS#STREAMING IT TO OTHER PPL AND THEY WANTED ME TO HIT PLAU#i probably would've sat over that all day#it still took me ages to get through those like 30 seconds this ep where it looks like they're abt to dance#however. i need them to dance in ep 8 anyway to make up for it. blue bawls and alla dat#ofmd#our flag means death#ofmd s2#ofmd spoilers#ofmd season 2#ed x stede#blackbonnet#gentlebeard
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